Exam's over, though I dunno what to do now.

I started throwing books and test papers away last night. Two big piles of books, revision exercises and exercise books. I want to clear off my table and THIS room I'm in. But I dunno where to start off. It's full of junk and old stuff. I admit SOME of them are mine =]. Old toys oo... flower pots decoration kit. Hehe... Soon, this room is going to be mine! Yay! My own room. Mom says she's going to renovate it for me. I hope it can be done before my 16th birthday!

I'm fairly pleased with meself.. Survived PMR, I mean. Well, now its over. But I still don't feel the happiness or what I thought I was supposed to feel. Haiz... I want 6A's. Can get? I hope so. The other 2? BM and BC. Eekk...

Lala~ I'm bored now. What to do... what to do...

Can I drop Chinese in SPM? Because if they don't let me, I'm thinking of transferring to other schools. I'm only thinking. Mommy says that's gonna happen on one condition, that is, IF I get straight A's. T.T Die la... Maybe if I beg? What la... I've already suffered for 9 years. Will another two more hurt? Mommy asks me to take up the challenge. We are learning 文言文 for goodness' sake! What are we, correction, I am going to use that for??? I mean, during an interview, the boss would go like, ''what does bla bla bla mean?'' The heck? Can speak enough already ma! 9 years not enough meh? If I come out after SPM and don't practice my Chinese, I'm also going to forget everything.

And you know what? That old hag punished us and delayed our recess to 11:30. Helllllooo... Some people have gastric here.. Nothing to do in school also. I'd rather stay home and sleep.

Ohoh! And I got back my baby! After 8 months in my mom's closet. The battery was flat which nearly gave me a heart attack.. Ahh...

Connection so slow... Finally finished Sivik folio. Stupid 10 marks. Do something out of recycled material, waste more than six hours of my life cursing the teacher and swearing and get so worked up for what? 10 marks. And I probably wouldn't get full marks because, like my mom said, I do things half-heartedly. Sivik somemore times 2 nia.

Heheh.. Since my mom isn't around, I'm playing some games on Facebook. I'm supposed to be banned, remember? And download some music too.

I get so happy these days. Dunno what has gotten into me, well, except for yesterday.

I want Haagen Dazs!!!!! I'm so friggin' hungry. Mom's not back yet.

Oh yeah. Tuition teacher gave me a bar of chocolate brought back from NZ by her husband. Whittaker's or something? NICE MAN!!!! I could finish the whole bar in a day!

Ooh mom's back.

Its about 2 weeks since I've blogged? Anyway, this is the first time I'm using the computer since the holidays started. Come to think of it, I don't really know what I did during the holidays. Studied a bit, watch some tv, went for tuition, eat, eat, and eat, sleep, listen to music and do nothing else. If I go on like this I'll go crazy. *bangs head on the wall* I don't even know what I've studied. I tend to forget things. And my Maths is going down. Now only know how bad my Math is due to lack of concentration on what Pan Pan says in class.

Begged my mom to let me use the computer. She gave me a one-hour limit. And obviously, I'm way over the limit. And I took the whole modem to my bedroom so I could download some songs. She's gonna kill me when she comes home.

Bloody phone line isn't allowing me to make any calls. Since making the last call to my mom, I couldn't call Domino's to order pizza and that was on Monday. Now still can't call anyone. Stupid phone line.

Trails are next week. Dunno what I've studied. Only completed Geography. Doing Maths. No idea on the last chapter, Trigonometry. Read Harry Potter if my brain refuses to work anymore. It works though, since I can't sleep. I get weird or scary dreams during the night and usually wake up at odd hours in the morning then get back to sleep again.

Oh yeah. And I started playing the piano again! [Even though that's nothing to boast about.] Just happy that I started touching the keys after a year. Kinda developed a phobia after I quit last year.

Damn. The tone of this post is like soooo depressing. Yet I'm typing nonsense.

Went to Cameron last week. Was fun. Nothing much to do though. The flowers were really nice up there! Will upload photos if I have a chance. Using the stupid lappie that does not detect my phone memory card.

WHAT IS BLOODY WRONG WITH MY DARNED COMPUTER???????

****.

Keep cool... Keep cool...

Facebook can't open. The send error report thing keeps popping up and it keeps refreshing itself so it pops up another 30 secs or so.

Antivirus can't download don't have any idea why. I just friggin' fully downloaded it and tell me can't run or can't open or some stupid lame excuses and the damned software disappeared.

Anyway, mommy returned me the computer because I told her I want to see photos. And she made me find some interesting places in Perth to go to. Haven't found any yet. The plans of the trip are in the hands of a fifteen-year-old that couldn't even figure out WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS OLD PIECE OF TRASH I'M TYPING ON.

Papa bought 80 gig of external disk for the lappie. That's why I'm downloading the antivirus again. I deleted it since I didn't have enough memory space. I dunno what is taking up so much memory space.

Kor kor went home. She bought a whole big book of World War II Chronicles for me this time. I think she has some kind of psychological disease that she lost resistance to her little angel's sweet little voice persuading her to buy things. Every single time she walks into a shop without having anything to buy in mind she ends up spending more than 50 dollars buying things that she doesn't need. *Not talking anything bad about her.* Okay I'll stop now.

She's not as bitchy as I thought she would be but she still gets on my nerves. I kinda miss her when she goes back. Aiyo... Forgot to mention she's taking horse ridding lessons. And ballet lessons. And piano lessons. And Kumon. And tuition. And art class. And goes to an international school. And used to learn golf. And and and and and speaks English with a British accent with her father and other ang mohs. And is filthy rich. And has a laptop of her own. And has a handphone by the age of 4. And has a room of her own. And has a British birth certificate. Ok. Really stop now. *sigh*

The Nanny here I come!

1st time so interested in basketball. XD

But Chung Hwa lost. *sigh*

It's late and I'm still here, blogging. Going to school to participate in the treasure hunt tomorrow organized by the scouts.

Some people very lansi lo...